Jun
l'amour de'
Haz
What You See Is What You Get
about jun

Join me in my life of a regular Singaporean. Where there is nothing to do but shop and eat.
I am a 25 year old fresh IT grad searching for a career in a highly competitive market.
At the moment I spend most of my life in front of my laptop.
The internet is my currency to the world while I have none to spare ($$$).
Read my thoughts and opinion. My triumphs and my breakdowns.
I do not seek to inspire or beg to be praised.
Simply my honest takes and I am all there is.
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Sunday, September 05, 2004

Whoa..slept at 4 am last nite..been blog-hoping, friendster-ing and chatting abit..woke up at 9 am, rush thru basic house chores and breakfast before going upstairs to tutor my darling neighbour at 10 am. Actually i was fifteen minutes late but i made up for that by leaving a little later than 11.30 am. So i earned my extra cash today. The allowance Dad gave me was a little less this month and i'm pretty much pissed *grrr*. Btw he and me just recently quarrelled again. Ever sinz my adolescence, it has always been an on and off relationship between me and Dad. And to think he's my DAD...the first man in my life ever. There is no doubt that he is the reason why i never dared to even put a toe in a relationship with another male species. Too complicating to explain the reason why. It's all in my head. But anyway it's been too long so basically i've been trying to change my misconception..think the other way round instead of being pessimistic about relationships. My peers are alot of help too. But i hope my Mr Right comes along soon. I'll try to losen up my expectations a little bit. There is no man as perfect as Nabi Muhammad s.a.w and neither am i as perfect as Siti Khadijah a.s... So GET REAL JUNIDA! Wake up! It's time to open up and stop hiding.
So last night when i was surfing i suddenly came up with a silly but fun idea. I typed my name in Yahoo Search and guess what..i freaked out when i saw lotsa ppl wif my name, spelling and all, around the world! Interesting..but freaky. Coz all my life i thot i was the only person with that name, honestly!..and i dun even know what it means..-_- bummer..but whatever. I shall not attempt to do that again in future. See? Curiousity kills the cat..i am catwoman..meow.
Won't be attending madrasah later. Dad so badly wanted me to get the charity briyani rice from Jamiyah Darul Ma'wa. The distribution is between 11 am to 4 pm. Tution ended at 11.30am. Madrasah begins at 1.30pm, ends at 3.30pm. I am NOT taking it to school. And i definitely cant squeeze travelling time between 11.30 to 1.30. Hello, i no need to eat, no need to rest one izit. Run here run dere u tink i robot ah? Anyway i dun even noe how to get there. Later check internet lah.
The reason i managed to blog again is becoz i stole..err i mean borrowed my dad's mouse coz mine's broken. I found my faulty keyboard and fixed it back to the CPU's ass. But b4 he returns from m'sia i'll return everything back to their original places. Sly, but efficient..dats me. When i want something, i go for it. Impossible is nothing. =)
Weather check: looking thru my study window, dark clouds, minimal sunlight.
Prediction: rain will fall in twenty minutes..haha yeah rite! so specific sumore..
Action taken: wish can sleep all day..but i got places to go and stuff to do. -_-

posted at 1:33 PM

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